Tonight, however, I am particularly blue...
I am perfect. Perfectly flawed that is!! (HaHA!! See what I did there?)
My biggest flaw, however, is the mismanagement of time; and given our very limited lifespan on this planet, can there be anything more detrimental??
I mean, there's a reason why I'm perpetually lonesome- I don't love a girl the way she needs to be loved (I didn't realise this; like most guys, I had to be told!); I don't give enough of my time.. because I never have enough time!!
'YES YOU DO!!'
Cried my sister at me incredulously, only a few hours ago.
'You just mismanage it!!!!'
I continued to argue my point, but damn, she was right.
If you live your life as a single person, you will always be single.
That is, if you only have time first and foremost for yourself...
I am feeling melancholy, and no, it's not because the new Star Wars trailer didn't feature any of the original Star Wars gang (have you seen it yet? What is up with that new lightsaber??!!).
I won't say much more because it will spoil my 'tell all' book which I plan to write (in 10 or 20 years) and then nobody will buy it. I will say this:
2014 has so far been an AMAZING year!!
Yes, I haven't actually done anything per se; especially regarding my career. But I did share in some AWESOME experiences that will shape the rest of my life to come and will live with me forever, and ever, and EVER!! Muchas MUCHAS Gracias to all those involved.
Just need to clear my throat as I get all choked up.
Ahem ahem. Excuse me.
The eagle-eyed amongst you will have noticed that I skipped 10 days!!
WTF happened?? Is this the beginning of some crappy US science fiction series that airs straight to Channel 5??!!
I am just SO far behind in EVERYTHING; my writing, my children's book, my shortfilm, even this blog!! I HAVE to take every shortcut I can in order to salvage something out of this challenge...
A quick summary of the past ten days! (stop reading now if you're easily bored!)
Wednesday 19th - I spent most of the day doing chores- where the fcuk are C3PO and R2D2 when you need them??
Thursday 20th - To save me from being alone, a very very dear friend took time out of their busy schedule just to hang out with me! I felt like a rockstar and loved EVERY damn minute of it!!! ..it was totally worth not doing any work that day!!
Friday 21st - Went to actress Joy Richardson's masterclass at the Theatre Royal Haymarket. I've been to a lot of masterclasses, some with very famous actors, and though I'd never previously heard of Joy, I was immensely impressed by her class and learnt a hell of a lot!!
Saturday 22nd - Didn't do much (no one to do it with), but check this out. I wanted to sell a book on ebay, so took it to the post office to figure out the postage costs... £13!! Just to send a (admittedly heavy) book!! ..man, this country is a joke, and it aint even funny!!
Sunday 23rd - Actually did some work! Yay!!
Monday 24th - After watching an episode of 'Legend of Korra (book 2)' I came to the realisation that the outer world is merely a reflection of your inner world. If you are positive and light, then the world will reveal itself to be a place of positivity and light. Our mindset is the filter through which we experience EVERYTHING! Make sure your filter is one that projects and accepts positivity!
Andon that note, I am signing off!!
Practically falling asleep on the desk!!
Like, you know when you blink and your eyes stay closed for a micro sleep!!
Yes, there were other days in the week, but do you really need to know what happened on them??
It's Friday night/Saturday morning.
We go on from here.